UJIAN

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Apa khabar semua. Ehee, tade orang nak jawab pun saya nak tanya jugak. Oke sekarang tengah demam exam. Orang lain mesti tengah pulun study, saya update blog. Hehe, saya ada satu kisah. Kisah ni buat saya jadi lebih kuat. Tadi saya dapat carrymarks untuk Mathematical Methods. Subhanallah, tu je yang saya mampu cakap. Rendah je, rendah berbanding kawan kawan rapat saya yang selalu study sama sama, buat assignment sama sama, submission sama sama. Terdetik jugak, kenapa aku rendah berbanding diorang. Ohh rupa rupanya kat test saya drag markah.. Saya akui maths method ni susah, tapi susah susah pun ada yang almost perfect markah dia. Saya tak kesah , itu rezeki dia. Tapi bila dapat tahu ada yang meniru, dan dapat markah penuh, saya jadi sedih..Sampai hati diorang meniru. Kan baik kalau kita jujur je yang kita memang tak dapat jawab.. Tapi tape, itu rezeki dia. Rezeki saya belum tentu lagi.. Saya jumpa lecturer yang ajar saya subject tu. Dia cakap,"Aina, tape kalau diorang meniru. Bukan saya tak nampak, tapi saya buat buat tak nampak. Itu hak dia, biarlah Allah yang tentukan macam mana. Tak semestinya tinggi carrymarks, A untuk dia. Ingat Aina, Allah works in mysterious ways kan ? ". Masa tu barulah saya rasa yang this is only a starting. Masih banyak yang kita bakal tempuh lepas ni. Banyak perkara yang saya belajar. Kawan kita yang selalu kongsi cerita cerita gossip tu, tak semestinya akan ada dengan kita sepanjang masa. Saya tak penah dapat compliment, dari seorang rakan baik, yang cakap saya bertuah ada kamu, sebagai kawan. Tapi kawan saya yang tade lah rapat mana, text saya, "aina, tq.. kau memang betul betul, kawan yang baik. even kita tak rapat mana, tapi kau tahu apa isi hati aku. sedih sangat." Dia sedih , dan dia cakap saya kawan yang memahami. Terima kasih kawan, walaupun kita bukan kawan baik tapi saya sayang dia. Sebab saya terasa, ramai kawan kawan saya tade feeling seikhlas dia. Bukan tade kawan yang mengata saya, depan depan. Ramai, tapi saya tetap sedapkan hati, cakap diorang tak tahu keadaan sebenar.. Saya perlukan kawan, tapi kalau rasa benda tu menyusahkan, better not kan ? Segalanya Allah yang tentukan.

Saya terasa dengan ramai orang. haha, demam exam mungkin. tadi dengar suara umie pun saya menangis. i miss her. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hambaMu ini.. Ameen.

SKITTLES ! m&m. :)

What ??!!! Bimbo means slut ?? Oh my.. Betapa sucinya aku sampai taktau yang Bimbo tu in English rupanya meaning a bad woman. Terdiam aku weh bila Awin (kawan silat saya) bgtau makna nama tu. Haha, tu lah kau ayna. Ngade sangat kann.. Nama nak dramatic aje. Dah sekali keluar slut teruiiiihhhhh. Nasib baik tak bagi nama belen abiang. Eheee. So so so.. I've decided a new name for Bimbo. SKITTLE !!!!! * Dum dum dum bunyi fireworks. Cantik tak nama tu. Danbo rasanya tak tukar nama kot sebab dia dah comel dah macam tu. Tapi kalau Danbo nak ada nama ni. M&M. Hahahaha. So early today, I woke up at 5.30 ( padahal tak tido pun sebenarnya) and Skittle * prctice nama baru ececey, suddenly caught my eyes. Sooooooo excited play with the colourful stones in there, while Danbo didnt take part of what Skittle did. Biasa biasa Danbo akan lagi active dari Skittle. Perhaps of the new name kot. Ahahaha. So better bawak Skittle pegi JPN pagi ni. Nak daftar nama baru oke uols ! <3

Then I put a mirror depan bowl diorang so that they can see their self inside the mirror. Hooooooo, terdiam dua dua ekor weh. Hahahahaha, pelik dia tengok diri dia kat dalam cermin tu kan ? What a shame I didnt take their pics in that tercengang mood. I bet Skittle mesti pikir macam ni " Eeeeee, debabnya aku. Kenapa perut buncit sangat. Danbo slim lah sket. " Eheeeeee.












People all loves Skittle and Danbo. Semua nak pegang kalau bawak pegi tukar air. Hari ni both of them behave. No poopoo like yesterday ! Eh today is Mama's Day. Skittle and Danbo must miss their mama kan ? Sokay, im here. Hahahaha. Happy Sunday guys !

New Members in the house !

Yesterday Mr.B bought me a pair of goldfish. Oh so comel ! Garu garu kepala nak bagi nama apa kat debab dua ekor ni and finally i came up with the name Bimbo and Danbo. Haha, at first nak bagi nama Ichigo, tapi tak dramatic langsung. >.< . So here are some pics of the new babies.

Welcome Babies ! <3

Early Morning Activites (EMA) . Bimbo passing motion

 

Playful Danbo. Bimbo got fully black eyes

L-R : Bimbo and Danbo. Bimbo is chubbier. 

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Bimbo's back. Ni lah yang suka poopoo malam malam.

So happy with them. I didnt sleep last nite sebab soooooo excited ada diorang. I keep telling ojan again and again dalam bilik kita ada orang baru !!!! Abah pun suka, nanti balik mesti adik nak. Bimbo and Danbo dah tak besar besar dah kot. Kalau tidak kena cakap kat Mr.B suruh beli aquarium besar. Tapi Bi cakap nak amek kat hatchery. Mhehehehe. *Evil laugh. 

Im already feel blessed ada families and friends plus Mr.B around me. And i got Bimbo and Danbo too. ! Bimbo eats a lot. Danbo plays a lot. Me, sleep a lot. Bye guys. Love you. <3

Sometimes we love to look inside the fridge though we know there's nothing in there. Haha, motip ? Bi is sleeping, long ago, tapi im still into my self. Rasa sangat kecewa tadi. I thought of having a chat tapi tape lah. Cerita pasal integriti. Aku rasa nak menangis bila markah aku rendah tapi markah orang sebelah tinggi sebab dia meniru. Dan aku buat sendiri. Tak adilnya ! Aku tak sampai hati nak meniru jugak. Sebab kesian tengok muka lecturer. Entah lah, sama ada aku yang baik sangat atau memang meniru tak jadi issue besar dalam belajar. Tape, aku redha je. Chillex. !

My P.O.V

Malaysia, relatively speaking, is a small country.* Haha, ayat. Kemain lah kan skema gila. But it never fails to make me proud, though we have a bad bad thing happens few weeks ago. Plus with the children abductions. Well thing doesnt have to be perfect all the time kan ? So that is what happen to Malaysia nowadays. Somehow i feel like the abduction of Nayati is a game played by the ruler. I dont know but i start to feel annoyed with things happen around me. I hate Bersih 3.0. But there's a friend of mine yang berkobar kobar cakap that thing is good. Im not sure myself but literally the things they claimed are what we really want , in an election to be clean. Tapi by running a demo is not the right things. People from the outside pun dah start buat speculation on who's going to be the next Prime Minister of Malaysia. I bet they'll vote for Anwar Ibrahim. Lol.

Again I bet there will be more Bersih demo after this. And they will keep upgrading their strategies so that people can see their angelic side. Selagi mana party yang diorang nak tu menang, selagi itu lah Bersih akan takes place. This is life. Dunia mana yang adil. Even in studying pun ada yang cheat on each other. Dalam kelab sendiri pun ada yang tikam belakang. Depan cakap lain, belakang habis ayat kau tabur kan.  For me, a clean election is only happens during my old days, masa kat sekolah rendah dulu. Tapi itu pun vote sebab ada rupa. Haha.

Im writing from the p.o.v of a students. Perhaps my opinions ni tak sama dengan orang lain. But it never wrong. I do have friends yang memang crazy enuf upon theseeeee matter. Haih, kadang kadang it bugging me too much. Its a good thing kalau diorang nak belajar pasal politik. And politic is not merely about being on a side of your party, and provoke people to vote you back. It is more to handle or running things. So kalau nak tahu art of politic, belajar lah handle kelab. Kan lebih elok kalau begitu. :)- SC.




Pemimpin itu besar pahalanya, malah banyak juga dosanya. So nak jadi pemimpin, jadilah pemimpin yang baik. Kalau tak, tak payah. Assalamualaikum.

Bi on his way now. Excited ! Hahahaha. Okay baru lepas minum nescafe yang pekat gila baq ang. So malam ni sampai lah kul 9 pagi esok adalah duration untuk aku berjaga. Hoyeaahhhhh !!! Last meeting with abah and umie. He said, Kak cik nk phone baru ke ? *you guys read it in Kelantanese accent okay. I replied, "Boleh ke abah. Kak cik nak Galaxy boleh ? ***********************. Lama la jugak perbualan tu terhenti. Then abah replied me, "Gini gini cik. Kalau dapat dean list sem depan, abah bagi Iphone. Kalau tak amek nokia abah tu je lah deh ? Hahaha. Again my abah is kelantanese, so with his anak anak he do speak in that accent. Terasa sebenarnya cabaran dean list itu terrrrrrrrrrrlaaaaaaaluuuuuuu aku tak dapat nak gambarkan. Entah lah abah. Sem ni kak cik tak yakin dapat DL. Tapi bila abah trigger dengan Iphone, i feel encouraged gitewww. But then umie said, jangan usaha sebab nak Iphone. Usaha sebab nak berjaya. Umie tak kesah kamu tak dapat dean list pun. Asalkan kamu usaha. Iphone tu bila kamu dah keje nanti, bila bila pun boleh beli. Umie tak ajar anak anak umie belajar sebab nak dapat upah. When the last word falls down, abah terus buat muka. Abah said, tape cik. Yang beli nanti duit abah. You give me DL, I'll give you Iphone in return.  Hahahahaha. 

Thats the different between them, yet they still hubby and honey up to this time. :). Umie quite conventional sket. Pada dia benda benda macam ni keterlaluan. Tapi umie sporting dengan anak anak. Abah senang nak kawtim ,tapi bab bab boyfriends ni dia muka toye sket. Abah rasa insecure kalau anak anak perempuan dia dah start ada bf. Haha. Lucu lah abah. Dah takkan nak bf dengan dia pulekkksss. =_=. Tapi rasa insecure dia tu berasas... Maknanya dia tanak anak anak perempuans dia tu tersasar dari landasan sebenar. *ececeyyy. Umie pulak sporting gilaaaaa baq ang bab bab bf ni. Siap boleh bawak jumpa lagi. Maybe umie dah rasa yang kami ni boleh buat pilihan sendiri. But umie once said, umie kalau boleh nak yang pandai mengaji, jaga solat, tak alim pun takpe, asalkan nanti kalau umie meninggal, dia boleh bawak jenazah umie. We do have Abang Aiman and adik Airil. But umie wants more people around her. Those phrases really shed my tears. Betapa aku tak boleh main main dalam nak cari bakal suami. Danggggg !!!! Oh sekarang ialah fasa kerja keras. Kawen kena tanya pihak lelaki, bila mau discuss. Ngeeeeeeee.

Okay shud be stop here guys. Bye bye assalamualaikum. ! Love, ayna >.<

Randomness, haha !

I only have less than one hour before the clock struck at 4. Lapar, tak makan lagi. Somehow i start to crave for nasi ayam kat Old Town tu. Hahaha, tapi sapa nak bawak kan. Dah lah nak hujan ni. Hmm. I love rain. The smell of rain makes me rasa nak tido. Last nite i got nosebleed. So dramatic. I told bi, and he asked me to  rehat. Haha, I didnt take his advice, in fact, I staying up last nite, watching Running Man. Err, sorry guys, who are fond to that series, they didnt catch my attention. Boleh lah setakat nak gelak tapi jiwa aku bukan untuk layan drama korea.  I had once watched a korean drama before, Bad Guy. Ha tu jela yang memang aku suka gila tengok sebab ada thrill, romantic plus family bonding. Im a serious person, so cerita macam Running Man tu better simpan dulu. Hahaha. I got plenty of works to do actually. Tapi sempat lagi kan nak update. This is for Mr.B. Dia nak sangat baca blog I kan.... So since he is away 2-3 hari ni, I have to make a report lah konon. And again, today is not a productive day. Rasa macam unlucky day giteww. I just bumped into kak ila just now. Dia baru balik dari kenduri kawen ex coursemate. (Mr.Bi must know them). Then saja lah tegur kan tapi the things that came out from my mouth tu secara tak sengaja telah menyakitkan hati kak ila. Well, its my bad too. Kak ila had just lost his boyfriend two months ago. Supposed to be aku tak boleh tanya dia macamtu. It okay kak ila. Ayna faham, and i didnt blame for you feeling upset. Dah memang sensitif pun kan issue tu. Ayna mintak maaf kak ila..

Okay this post is going to be random. No specific issue(s) will be discussed ! Hahaha. So its time to sleep. Mr.B dah lama melayang ke alam mimpi. I bet he miss me so much. *hugs. Tadi I was about to sleep. Sebab boring sorang sorang kat bilik. I hug my baby Atif (Mr.B) know what it is. Terkejut mak bila kat teddy bear tu ada kumbang besaqqqqq gila baq ang ! Sepantas kilat aku baling teddy ke dinding. *Sorry bi, ketakutan mengatasi segala galanya. Dalam hati aku duk menyumpah seranah kumbiang tu. =_=. Sampai sekarang, kumbang tu still lagi ada dalam bilik ni, tapi I dun even know where it is. Baby Atif is already being picked up by me, as me love to cuddle him. Him him him !

I think Mr.B cannot get thru this long written post. I bet he hates reading. Hahaha. Gudnite. Assalamualaikum. :)